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The Push and Pull

  Eyes entranced on the horizon, I am reminded of the small, but significant, role I play amongst all God’s creation. I am one, on the beach, located in a state that is made up of fifty other states that make up one country, which is tied to many other countries, on top of a rock that rotates around the sun every 365 days, in a universe that is tied to one of many galaxies. I am one small human, sitting upon trillions of microscopic shavings of rock, shell, and life matter. Each particle of sand sifting through my toes and laced between each finger. I close my eyes and roll the sand between my index and thumb finger, trying to feel for what one grain of sand would feel like in my hand. No matter how small it felt, it continued to dwindle into particles of nothingness. The salted air beckons me to the ocean and I walk towards the water. With each sinking foot step, I feel new sand being introduced to the old. The dryness of it rubs against my skin. The sand begins to moisten, as cold wa

Side Effects of COVID

I see a black hole in my mind. I drop a stone and I don't hear it fall. It just an emptiness staring at me with not eyes, no mouth, and no soul. Even with a change of scenery, new dialogue with a family or friend, I hear the stone just clinking around, wanting rock bottom and I wish it would end.