*+~`Write Me Something`~+*

My words are heavy when I produce them
sinking to the ground before they are heard
destroyed,demolished, every minuscule word
as they clash with the cement, they're condemned

 I began writing my words with pencil
in order to add color to my dull speech
so a bigger audience could be reached
but this was also the wrong utensil

I learned pencil adds areas in shades of grey
and causing doubt to my level of intellect
the root and cause, I cannot detect
so there's no importances to what I say

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