Breakdown

"They found more."
That's all you have to say
and I'm paralyzed.
For once I want you to be safe.
You have no words to reassure me.
You never were one for comfort.
crying helplessly.
I stand on my own,
feeling guilty because I'm frozen.
"You'll be alright."
"Everything will be okay."
Will it?
I hope I'm wrong and you'll be healthy,
but I can't lie.
Who am I fooling?
Your eye sight is waning.
Your skin births big brown spots.
"They found more" is the phrase I never want to hear again.
Those three words can never be associated with something happy.
Not anymore.
How can it?
When the only time I have been hearing it, is when you're losing the battle,
and I feel defeated.

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