Trust does not come to me willingly. I don't welcome him with a warm embrace. That part of me was not assembled properly. It doesn't compute. Vulnerability: hand in hand with devistation and pure heartache. It's almost inevitable. I feel lower than pond scum, because I treat God like man, believing that there is nothing he can do to fix this, or me. Not believing that he can make life better, because as of now, it's a million spinning plates, and despite how fast I spin one, another one begins to topple. They can't all go at once, and since I can't do it, God must not be able to either. I can't ask for help and trust that it's okay, because that's weakness, and is frowned upon (usually(sometimes(depending(it shouldn't be)))). At church, we sat on stage (The message was spoken from the center of the room). A new perspective. Like our new series, I felt the service done in my heart was new. I could see the entire church ...
The tapping of his shoes to a joyful melody. Top hat tilted sideways in a sense of verily. This harmless, gentle sight is also "the enemy," his arms wide open with a sense of serenity. This Prince of Lies will make one's misfortune a treasure, manipulate God's pain and turn sins into pleasure. This gentleman soars low for his wicked endeavor. His soft, calming smile makes deception look clever. He will fetch you a chair, and velvet curtains will rise Center stage, spot light, no noise, merciless,chaos dies turns snakes into doves, you're deliriously surprised It's mustard-seed effort, whistles and bells, tricks and lies Curtain call, he takes off his hat, bows and you are awed the audience cheers, lights fade in, you stand to applaud his slick moments and kind embrace can never be flawed and there is a moment in time you think he is God One doesn't see him coming, and calls him by his name, he'll rip apart the soul, burn it in et...
Brace yourself world! I come full throttle. Like a ninja warrior, sneaky, assertive (but with a feminine style). You might never see me coming. You ambush with ninja stars of soul piercing heart ache, or an occasional bomb combusts into a ritual of disappointments. However,I've been trained, and your moves are predictable. I see them coming like distant rain clouds. I'm ready to look you in the eye,and tell you that you're weak. For every event that appears bad in our lives, there is an underlying good, and you've done so well sweeping it under your rug of lies. I can't help but smile. I know that this annoys you world, but my indestructible moves, make me undefeated. While you've made your choice to go against man, I've learned mankind is not hopeless. Watching you get angry brings me joy, because you've sat and watched me suffer, for as long as I can remember. So now that I'm older, you're not so skilled. The student h...
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